Days Gone By
by Jean Carlson
I look in the sky and
frown, as the sky darkens with the threat of rain. I have been up
before dawn getting the laundry done and hung on the line before having
to get breakfast. I only hope the clothes dry before the heavens
open up.
As I pass the
bathroom, I catch a glimpse in the mirror over the creamy white porcelain
sink with its floral, ruffled skirt. I look so tired.
My once dark brown hair, now sun bleached auburn from long hours in the
garden. Reaching up I brush my hair back with the back of my hand.
I long for the
days of my carefree childhood. Where instead of being in this hot dark
kitchen, I would be out playing jacks with my friends on the porch and
eating warm juice filled peaches that were stolen from Mr. Marcus’s orchard.
Mary Agnes and
I would play with our rag dolls; Mary Agnes was my best friend in those
days still would be if she had not gotten polio. She was a small
pale girl that always wore her long blond hair in braids. She always
seemed to wear clothes that were two sizes too big. Then again, we all
wore hand-me-downs in those days. Money was very tight during the
depression, but us children didn’t seem to notice. There was always
something to keep us entertained.
Sighing, I go
back to work, kneading the bread dough that was ready to be punched down.
The afternoon seemed sticky, only a slight breeze filtered into the kitchen.
The dough seem to rise quickly with the heat, it is about ready for the
oven, how I hate to bake on these hot days.
My mind starts to wander
back through those days again. I remember one hot summer day, when
we all went to the creek after we finished our chores. It was a day
unlike many other days during that dry summer. The water was
cool, being fed from a deep spring. Mary Agnes and I sat on the bank
dangling our feet in the water.
Mary Agnes said while
pulling petals off a cornflower, " My grandma said you can get polio from
soaking your feet in the creek like this."
Looking up startled
I stammered in disbelief, " really?"
"That’s what Grammy
said."
We both pulled our
feet out of the water, at the same time and looked at each other for a
long moment then laughed.
"That’s an old wives
tale," I said still laughing.
Mary Agnes said as
straight faced as she could, " she is an old wife."
The door slammed, bringing
me back to the present, looking up at the door I saw my daughter standing
there. Her long braids hanging down her back with half tied ribbons
on the ends. Even in the dim light of the room I could see the rosy
glow of her chubby cheeks. In her soft hand was a small bouquet
of cornflowers, Mary Agnes’s favorite flowers.
Brightly she asks,
" Mommy, can I go with the others down to the creek?"
Taking the flowers
from my daughter I nod, " go on, just don’t be late for supper."
As my daughter whirls
around to leave I add, " don’t dip your feet into the water."
Again the door slams
as the little girl in the plaid dress runs out barefoot into the yard.